IN HER THOUGHTS

  Hi loves! It’s a new month and from this part of the world we are starting it in a lockdown. Can be a downer, but when life gives you lemons make a fancy lemonade or even a cocktail. Dare to manifest dreams. It is your life, and you hold the keys baby girl/boy. So put on your game face and let us take July like a champ. The phrase for month is “if it brings you peace it is important.” I am big on mental health, financial health, everything health. Choose peace and may you have renewed stamina this season to grow mentally, spiritually, financially, physically and all words with “ally” at the end. Upgrade your thinking, ideas and do not let anyone or anything take away your peace. Yes you must have a source of income. Yes you yearn to be within cuddles. Yes you gotta come up with a life-changing innovation or else But your biggest flex this season is how you will achieve all of this and still go to bed with a clean conscience. Speak it into existence. Protect your peace! ...

You knew it could burn but stretched arm's length for an embrace. You felt the heat inside out, Heart Burn! But, you still basked in its full blaze. You knew it was a trap wrapped in good aesthetics, A beautiful painting hung to sway you in. I gotta give it to you, you got a big heart, Enough to go around even where it's not wanted. So do you cry or scold yourself when the pain it's self-inflicted? How do you tell your story? Do you complain? Do you ask for help? It feels like you are stuck between a rock and a hard place. 'You got yourself into this.' 'You got yourself into this.' Runs an emotional race at the back of your mind. Now, these 7 words make you feel ashamed & not worthy crying out for help. You repeat it to yourself to put you to sleep. A lullaby self-composed, 'You got yourself into this.' "Always follow your instinct." Why didn't you follow your instinct? Ooh, yo...

Please stop robbing yourself from what you know! I freeze I tremble  I blackout Expectation vs reality I see myself acing it but reality slaps the daydream off my face "I would love to travel the world but I really don't know." "I don't like it when you undermine my opinions and contributions but well I don't know hey." "I really like this guy, the only problem he is inconsistent. I don't know, I guess will see how it goes." Statements or compromised situations we subject our selves to. It's so funny how a few words can change our perception. It is true what they say: it's not about how you start but how you finish . More often than the usual, many ends a sentence with a few consonants keys, a soothing beat to make our mistakes enjoyable. We have know judgment so well we deprive ourselves of expressing fully. Ending with an 'I don't know' or 'I guess' waters down the pos...