Is Pain My Destined Home?
       Why am I letting myself sink as if I can't see everything around me?     Why is the ground just swallowing me up?     Did I choose this or I've fallen into another one of misery's traps ?     Someone, please tell me why am I blind to myself?     I'm staring at the mirror and a stranger is staring back.      I have a name but what's in a name?     Is it that I've forgotten who I truly am?     What's bringing about this amnesia?     Are these too many questions for a man slowly sinking?     Are they any answers for one who's lost in himself?     I'm knocking on my thoughts and I don't hear anybody home.     There's an emptiness that feels like a grave waiting for my soul.     How do I teach myself the art of understanding pain?     How is it that my wounds are now scars but they still hurt?     How is it that I think the world is horrible but I hate myself ?     How is it that I don't know why I'm even asking these questions?    ...