Lend Me Your Height!

In Her Thoughts: Lend Me Your Height!


I’m staring at this page

It’s been a while

I divorced the mirror

I can’t stand the view

It confronts me

And that’s a no.


I see an image

A reflection of living on the edge

Pain at the tip of my eyes

Tired of holding this river

Heavy on demons

Being strong but broken inside

Ouch, it hurts right now.


Nobody knows my pain

But

I have one more fight.


So…


Lend me your smile, days are gone I know not mine

Lend me your height, I’ve heard everything looks good from a birds view

Spirits high, a scenic view of highs

Not the marijuana high, but a hopeful view undiluted by lows

I want to be high all the time, please lend me your height for this climb.


Today it hurts, but the sun will rise and we will try again.



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